and oh god how scared must he be that his dad might die and he can’t tell him that he loves him or how much he means to him or that he’s so sorry for all those things he sees his dad blaming him for and look at his face look at his face he is fucking scared shitless he is afraid he won’t have enough strength and he may never speak to his father again and it’s like you can see his entire world ending
I cannot contain all these feels for one direction! oh my god! I am grossly sobbing hear with this anniversary soundtrack playing in repeat. I am feeling all the feels! I am so proud of my bbys! I am so proud of you all!